Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009It's bad enough the disappointment when you realise you can't even sing properly a solo part even though you're in a choir. It's worse when you've got to reassure the selected soloist that she's indeed good enough to sing. Not cause I didn't get the part, but cause I already know my singing sucks but I got to re-emphasize the fact to someone else.SIGH. Felt quite sad after the stupid audition for solo cause I really sang damn lousily. Lke restarted don't know how many times, sang so out of tune. Major personal disappointment. Well, kind of got over that, but last night, I was made to go tell someone else she's indeed capable (and she really is, no doubt about that. She's got a really sweet voice) and reassure her that the choir supports her fully that's why she got voted for it and not me (cause she keeps thinking I'm better *FAINTS*). I don't know if you all can get how I felt. I mean I thought when they asked me to talk to her its because they know I can talk to her or because I'm a SL or something, but actually, it was just to convince her that she's better than me and that's why the choir chose her so she shouldn't think of pushing the responsibility to someone else. Haha. Felt quite hurt when I found out why I was being asked to persuade her. It's like whatever I'm doing for this choir is cause I'm a person willing to do sai gang you know. The reason I'm SL is not cause I can sing, but because they need a replacement for now since the old SL stepped up to be chair and cause I come for practices often enough, and I'll bother to go sms them. Kinda sucks to know that right. Hah. Sigh. P.S: Those who know what I'm talking about, please just keep it here k. I really need somewhere to let it out. Thank you! =) |